Is God Dead? Who cares?

(New addition to Leveling Down)

Seriously.
Where are they?
And does it even matter?

Or did they leave the world running like a watch?
Was it supposed to be running perfectly forever?

Because all the bloodshed, hate and bigotry has got me fucking lost.

Does he ever need to check the watch and change the batteries?
Does he have specialists he goes to get it fixed?

Are we, humans, the specialists he seeks?
Are we supposed to be like God?
Unrelenting Truth and Love?
Or is unrelenting too strong of a word?
God is not soft though I know that.

We all have the capability to be true, real, love.
Not be false, fake, hate.

But here we go again with the fucking mathematics.

What’s the math I need to make me better?
What’s the math I need to heal me?
What’s the mathematics needed to save the fucking world?

Because I am not the Anti-Christ.
But I sure as fuck know I ain’t Christ.

I believe Jesus was just a dude that thought he was God.
That he believed it fully though.
Because everybody told him that he was God.
So he ended up a delusional fool that thought he could change the world.
And he was crucified for that.
I believe he was a truly good person.

But again…I ain’t Christ.
I try my best to do good.
But its so easy in this world to miss the mark and be bad.
But how do you go from bad to badass?

My bad. How do you go from evil to good?
Put your hands up if you’ve thought wrong.
Put your hands up if you’ve been a liar.
Put your hands up if you’ve thought of ending it all.

Put your hands up if you like it raw (the truth).
Put your hands up if you’ve felt alive.
Put your hands up if you’ve thought of starting over fresh as hell.

OR spicy as heaven? Just trying to keep everything even here.

I know Jesus is supposed to come back but he’s taking too fucking long.
Can you reading this take his spot for a bit while we wait?